A milestone to recovery

Finally had the courage to go out today.  Actually i went back to college yesterday but I felt terrible. Like my self esteem was really low. My face was red and patchy. It didn't help that someone came up to me and asked me what's wrong. I mean. It's not her fault that she doesn't know what eczema is, I just felt really awkward about my skin condition. What hurts the most was when she said "oh, your skin normally isn't like this."

I just wanted to dig a hole in the ground to hide. Each day, or rather every night, I tell myself. "I believe God will heal me one day. He will heal me." I guess I just have to learn to trust.  Which is a very difficult thing when you're stuck in a painful situation.

The strange thing was He did speak to me through someone at a youth camp a few years back that He is going to heal me. I just don't know when.

This morning when I woke up, my face was not as red. I definitely have to give God glory for that! I believe God is in the midst of healing.  We just have to trust. I know satan wouldn't like this post or me at all as I am giving God glory. Nothing can snatch me from God's loving arms.

Dear Heavenly Father,
I just wanna thank You so much for calming my skin down. I know You are in the midst of healing me. I believe and I claim on Your promise. Father, I pray for the person reading my blog. They might be here as they are desperate to find healing or even they found this blog by accident. Father, I pray that You will touch their hearts and let them experience You personally. I know it's hard to trust but Father, I pray that You'll be merciful and Your holy spirit will touch their hearts. Thank You father for the opportunity to share Your love through this blog.
In Jesus' name.  Amen!

Xoxo

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